I planned so much for you, had so many dreams for you. My first girl who I had wanted and prayed for for so long my world ended when you left. I couldn't stop thinking of everything I'd never get to do with for you. Put your hair up, your birthday parties, shopping trips and being friends for life. I used to sit by your grave for hours and cry thinking about your big grey eyes and huge smile. Thinking about our last night together, me holding you when you followed daddy's voice around the sofa. The smiles we got, the longest you were awake. We think you knew you weren't going to stay and that night was your gift to us, a gift we will treasure forever. With your sister on the way and your big brothers already here I know you will look over all of us, our guardian angel. I miss you so much baby girl and I know one day I will be with you again xxx